scare. fear.

it's edi 1am now.
this few days oso stay at home after sis back to singapore.
juz now went out to hav dinner at sushi king with mum =)
dunno why felt so down recently.
school gonna reopen soon.
i'm scare. i'm fear. i'm nervous.
why ?
why am I scare ?
why am I fear ?
why am nervous ?
is it because of exam ?
i'm not so sure.
not deny tat it's one of the reason.
just now suddenly think of one question.
what is the meaning of friend ?
i post it as my status at facebook just now.
no one give me an answer.
i'm start thinking, do i hav any of fren ?
i'm scare back to school because i scare the feeling of lonely.
the feeling of neglected by my classmates.
is that my problem of too sensitive ?
or tat's the truth i'm not lovable as a fren ?
beside HER, i can't think who else will consule me when i'm sad. among girl' friends
she is the one i hav no worry or fear when chatting.
now, she is far away from me.
i miss her a lots.
what to do ?
life is still need to go on.
u still need to continue ur form 6 life.
it was wat my fren told me yesterday.
hope i can improve my communicate skill and became more sociable after today it's 2010 :)

anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

=)

no contact lens + no make up + BIG eye circles >.<

oh yea, yesterday din go out celebrate v frens.

sumone told me something and i only realize it was so true !

our birthday is the date mum give birth, we should celebrate with her :D

yesterday went to shopping with sis and mum @ Pavilion and Lot 10.

den hav tea time at Wong Kok restaurant.

yum ^^

quite a relax day :)

after had my dinner at home den fren ask out for a drinks.

seen i nothing to do so okie luh, went to Look out point ^ ~ ^

chat a lots and finally i knew what's going on edi xD

apologize for I let's it happened and hope my fren dun unhappy liao cheer :)

reached home edi 12am+ le.

den online till 5am for upload those pics taken on saturday night.

unbelievable that i woke up on 2.30pm today !

den watch movie and online for whole day =S

in the evening mum told me wanna hav dinner at sushi king de.

but den my sis suggest wanna go shopping and thr dun hav sushi king :(

seen tat she gonna back to singapore on tml so i juz okay with it luh.

sis, saw it ? i so sayang you one. muahaha

ended up hav our dinner at food and tea :)

cheese baked again, addicted >.<bout 10.30pm den edi so tired and wanna back home.

aiks, moody le !

gonna lonely again after sis go back to singapore.

and upper 6 life gotta start in 1more week !

busy life again, hopefully there will be no more friendship problem.

wish everythings go smooth :)

26th night =)

yay yay, the day i'm waiting finally arrived !

stay at home for the whole afternoon.

bout 5.30pm+ only started to dress up and did some simply make up :DD

reached there bout 8pm and went to find Yuki at the shop she working.

disturbed she working by chit chatting for half an hour until she finished work xP

den went to neway first while waiting Feng Wei and Jazz finished work at 10pm.

although went into there bout 1hour edi but like din do much things.

juz took some pics and bring some foods into room only. heheh

finally they came and we only started to sing k :)

quite some time din chat v them edi ne, really miss them so much !

they owez take care each others feelings and share a lots.

they were sincere frens i ever met, really do appreaciate ♥

when it's 12am den they sang birthday song to me without cake.

so i tot they din buy cake d, juz use cheese tart and lighter to represent.

when the ppl came in ask for payment then start a conservation:

yuki - 'izit you left out something?'

waiter - 'yaya!'

me - 'ohhhh, i heard something edi'

yuki - 'no ah, juz my drinks haven giv me ma'

me - 'ohhhhhhhhhhh, yea oh ?'

HAHAH !

they were cute, right ? l0l

den the birthday cake came and keep took pics again.

they oso bought a grape sparking juice/champagne for the celebration ^~^

the night they order kampai which i din try before.

it was juz low alcohol drinks so still can accept =)

we all did drink kampai ice, and kampai blueberry is especially for me heheh

the k room actually is until 12am only.

den bout 1am the waiter told us the room is needed for next customer.

so we went back bout 1am+ and i reached home bout 2.30am cuz fetch my frens back 1st.

not forget to thanks sky for fetching us back oso and apologize for x, xx and xxx x.x

thanks a lots to all my frens today ^^

12am-cheese tart represent cake xDreal cake session ^^Kampai-s2nd cake session =Dturns red @.@

Merry Christmas :)

HOHOHO !

Merry Christmas :D

didn't get presiee from Mr. Santa today :(

but i received a present from my fren ^ ~ ^ thanks yea

went for Alvin and the Chipsmunk again today.

but guess wat ?

we watched half an hour only out from 1 hour 30 mins xD

didn't realize the flew of time when havin our lunch at Vivo restaurant @ times square !

all the way to there was kinda jam and that's why we were late.

quite a fun experience huh ? kaka

tea time at pavilion Wong Kok restaurant before back home.

met secondary frens again :)

they were big head, sue yoong, ka hoe and another duno wat name >.<*

this Christmas kinda fun yea ^ ~ ^

i'm excited for tomorrow night :D

wish i can fully enjoy !

HOHOHO !

wee !

woke up kinda late today.

dunno why so tired, 12pm my sis oni wake me up.

after lunch nothing to do so go to the mines hav a walk.

decided went for movie, the only choice is Alvin and the Chipmunks :D

really really a very GREAT movie ♥♥♥

i'm gotta watch it again tml, HAHAH !

after back from movie den went for hair treatment :)

Christmas and my birthday is just around the corner!! kaka

today is Christmas eve na.

went to Cowboy hav steak as dinner with family just now ~

quite a lots ppl mayb will out with frens for celebration.
but den as i noe it is like the date for family members to gather :)

after dinner den went to KL area, there was kinda jam but den no countdown party.

the same goes to KLCC area too, but den KLCC not jam la.

my fren told me even Genting also no celebration for Christmas ?

it's was like OMG, how come ? :S

not much Christmas feeling oso.

hav our supper at mcD before back home.

i'm satisfy with this Christmas eve with my lovely family ♥

sleepy-look xD

it was bout 1.30am edi~

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone !!

May you all have a happy and joyful Christmas :)

^ 0 ^

i have my breakfast at Yulek today =)

den bout 12pm play badminton with sis and her frens @ Quepac's sport challenger.

totally 6 of us, they really so geng le, stress when play with them :S

it's ended bout 2.30pm den hav our lunch nearby.
when back home already 4.30pm + le.
after took shower and rest and went to Jusco again at night time.

ytd bought girls + women, today bought boys + men + girls xD

at night time really so many ppl le !

shop until 11pm only leave there.
den hav a drinks at Nyonya Kopitiam @ Damai Perdana before back home =)

holidays going to end so soon !!

Aiks, wat to do ?

happy moment always past fast.

must appreaciate the last week of holidays yea, everyone ^ ~ ^

sleepy + boring day ~

today when woke up kinda tired ne although last night slept at 12am.
woke up around 7.30am+ den went out for Jusco member sales !
early morning edi kinda many ppl queue up to wait jusco open na kaka

felt like continue sleeping when reached home.
but den it's time to prepare out to Pudu meet up with my cousin.
den took KTM went to Rawang collect the car which repaired at there.
and went to my aunt house before back home.
bout 7pm+ only came back from there, kinda tired and sleepy.
such an boring and sleepy day xD

last but not least, 冬至節快樂 !!

da la na ~

hellooo..

i'm here updating my blog again syok sendiri xD

last night kinda late sleep so today sing k session changed to afternoon edi :)

wake up bout 11am den went out around 1pm.

my fren force me to drive to times square today !

honestly i hope to drive oso d but dare not drive only kaka

kinda nervous and dangerous but den i drove to there safely leh xD

from 2.30pm sing till 5.30pm but den still felt like not enough @.@

once came out from Neway den met big head, miss secondary school frens ne~

next den accompany my fren bought christmas present and went to throw basketball :D

getting worse liao cuz good girl very less go to play and practice xD

neh, the one who improved liao means is bad boy owez go to play muahaha

it's edi around 6pm+ and i fetch myself back home ^0^

first time fetch my mum back from work oso na kaka

today my fren hav dinner with my family.

it as an appreaciation from my mum cuz he teached me many things and owez fetch me :)

when reached home edi very tired na.

my mum and sis dump me alone at house and they went out yam cha v my aunt.

such a happy day :D

thanks my frens :)

it's edi 3.18am, so should be ytd edi.

ytd 9.30am only wake up after the morning call.

watch Avatar at Jusco Cheras Selatan after hav my breakfast at Oldtown again.

the movie was kinda nice, worth to watch ^^

eat ice at 100Yen before back home.

it's not as nice as connaught 1 ne.

anyway, thanks for my fren' accompanion :)

thanks for the compliments.

sorry for my answer.

i trust i did make a rite decision.

online for the whole afternoon, downloads songs and lyrics.

recently hav many nice songs but most of it is sad song.

i'm still get used of it and like it much ^^

around 8pm my fren remind me for dinner.

after took a shower den went for dinner at Happy 4 Season located at Wangsa Maju.

this is the second time i went there.

the first time we had tried winter and this time we go for Autumn !

it's kinda nice cuz it's so windy today and i saw stars too.

but too bad the food not really very Yum + hav ppl smoke cuz it is open-air for Autumn.

anyway, i still love the place :D

v^~^v

candid.

i did drive again just now !

back to my place from pandan indah.

1st time drive highway after get my license xP

i knew i should shame for it laA ~

but come on, at least i DID juz now wulala xD

reached home around 1.15am and blogging until now !

it's going to 4am edi.

gotta sleep !

night people ♥

tired yet happy ^ ~ ^

Yesterday after back home took shower den went to Jusco.

bought movie tickets for today and oso take away my lunch at Oldtown.

den heading to Bukit Jalil, it's not as jam as we expect when we reached.

walk around and it's still hav about 2hours to start.

so i suggested get into car listen song and chit chat :)

bout 7.30pm we went out again and it's started hav a lots of ppl edi.

luckily we not stand too far in the zone, 3rd row like tat.

den the zone in front of us was VIP so wouldn't block us ^^

Ritchie is the first singer to perform, his songs is the most many ppl noe sing 1 i think.

no matter uncle, auntie nor youngster. heheh

as i rmb, i like 劉力楊 performance.

she have her own personality and style while her song nice too :)

the last singer is Kelly, it's make the situation high to the max by singing 5 fast songs out of 6 songs.

can see that everyone was shaking their hands, legs nor body.

there were some fireworks too in d end !

such a good ending ♥

it's ended around 12am.

hav dinner-supper at Kaki Corner due to my empty stomach x.x

when it's about to reach home i felt like wanna drive and i DID drive !!

that is my 3rd times drive after get my license at April.

kinda nervous but den it's still okay.

wish i can drive well very soon !

p/s : Thanks a lots to the-one ^~^

trips ♥

weeT ~
i'm back from hometown ytd !!
i'm came back alone, the main is to watch the concert.
my mum and sis oso back on monday le, alone in house for 2nights.
oh yea, this post is about these few days at my hometown, penang and cameron :)
tuesday reached hometown quite late and went to c wild boar after dinner.
they are scary for me cuz there are wild !
but den many ppl went there to c them and feed them. kaka



the next day early morning depart to ipoh before go to cameron.
purposely meet up my sis' fren to take something.
this is 2nd time i went to Cameron Highlands.
it's the place to relax although hav a bit boring.
however, i like the weather most :)

^~^sista~the way to Cameron.

cousin.

we bought these cactus ^^

blueberries i think ?

c clearly !! there was a dancing couple ~

when we are about to leave, it's start raining.

how lucky we are, hahah !

hav dinner-supper with dad side' relative on the night.

my younger cousin sis did changed a lots !

she taller and thinner den me edi ~

but den as the olds time i still dunno wat to talk with them x.x

it's kinda tired after at cameron for whole day.

next day morning, we depart to butterworth visit my another relatives.

have our breakfast at there too, i like the food so much xD

while aunt chatting at there, i'm playing sudoku in d room and fall asleep edi.

actually planned to go penang tat day but den it's late edi after hav lunch.

s0 changed to shopping at there.

after dinner, my cousin brother suggest go to penang c night view.

only 4 of us went there, which is my sis, elder cousin bro, younger cousin sis and me.

although went to penang couple of times edi but this was the first time went thr at night :D

it's fun for me !

stop at petrol station bought some snacks before depart.

i enjoy the speed and light at highway and the songs playing in car while thinking the passed nor the future !

spend most of the time in car and juz 'long gai'. .

den stop at the beach side for twice.

the 2nd time time purposely chit chat while havin some snacks.

my cousin bro ask his fren out to chat, while i chat v my sis.

we did chat a lotsss of stuff until bout 2.30am +!

the real us, our feeling and thinking.

tears rolling in d eye and dropped, didn't think before will chat this much of stuffs v sis.

i really do appreaciate the night very much ♥

the next day was already friday !!

time flew ~

after hav our lunch den went to penang again.

went to snake temple, i think this year is the most many times i saw and touch snake ba.

heheh !

kinda fun there cuz of the snake show.

pass through many places too but didn't get down to visit.

and it's okie for me :)

the last stop is beach again before going back to my relative' place.

i love sea ^~^

king cobra.

in the ferry ~

it's so sempit cuz 4 ppl sit at behind and my cousin sleep like a pig ♥

saturday morning after took a shower den went to hav breakfast edi.

it's time to back KL after that !!

i miss the moment ♥