scare. fear.

it's edi 1am now.
this few days oso stay at home after sis back to singapore.
juz now went out to hav dinner at sushi king with mum =)
dunno why felt so down recently.
school gonna reopen soon.
i'm scare. i'm fear. i'm nervous.
why ?
why am I scare ?
why am I fear ?
why am nervous ?
is it because of exam ?
i'm not so sure.
not deny tat it's one of the reason.
just now suddenly think of one question.
what is the meaning of friend ?
i post it as my status at facebook just now.
no one give me an answer.
i'm start thinking, do i hav any of fren ?
i'm scare back to school because i scare the feeling of lonely.
the feeling of neglected by my classmates.
is that my problem of too sensitive ?
or tat's the truth i'm not lovable as a fren ?
beside HER, i can't think who else will consule me when i'm sad. among girl' friends
she is the one i hav no worry or fear when chatting.
now, she is far away from me.
i miss her a lots.
what to do ?
life is still need to go on.
u still need to continue ur form 6 life.
it was wat my fren told me yesterday.
hope i can improve my communicate skill and became more sociable after today it's 2010 :)

anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR !!